Dais's Random Blabber

2002-08-28T22:12:00.000-07:00

Today was like any other borrrrrring summer day for me. I got up at a decent hour, got up and checked my email. Doing so is almost worthless, all I ever get is junk anyways *sigh*.

My gran seemed to have the drive to go out and do things, or so she said. Well we went to the library, so I could pay my fine before I leave for school...but it is closed for a week I guess. So my fine will probably go up another 500.$ Well actually I dont know how much it is...oh well I'll find out soon enough.

So then we went to Bartell's. Nothing exciting there, except some cell phones. I actually went against my better judgement and bought one!!! Yay!! ...anyway... that was my day. Sounds really productive eh?

2002-08-26T23:25:00.000-07:00

"Just another day..."

Today is like any otherday I suppose. Then again, something interesting could happen, it is only 8pm; but it's not likely, knowing my life. I am so glad that summer is almost over! *hides* I know its a really great time of the year and all, but I am looking foreward to the fall, well to Sept. 9 when I start school!! I'm aching to use my brain again!!!

Okay so enough scholarly excitement. Today my friends Brandy and J.B. came over and hung out for a while. It was nice to see them again. I'm going to miss my friends when i move, but I must say i am ready for the change. My life is deffinately in need of it.

2002-08-26T14:33:00.000-07:00

grrr @ this stupid thing ..lol

2002-08-25T22:21:00.000-07:00

This weekend, my Gran and I went to our local Swap Meet (formerly the Midway Drive-In) to sell a ton of our 'junk.' We both are moving next month. I'm going away to college and she is moving in with her sister.

The swap meet is always an interesting place to go, you never know what you will see or who you will meet. I saw everything from a kitchen sink, to a screen door, to an organ (instrument, not body part haha), to every Mickey D's toy on earth.

I like to watch people when ever occasion arrises. It amazese me what kind of people come to these things. You get your regulars who can make a living off of buying others' junk and re-selling it. There are people like myself who are just trying to get rid of everything for a cheap price (but if you try and sell it to cheap, then people get suspicious).

Today, when walking around, I saw a sign for 'palm reading'. It was only five dollars, so i gave in. It was interesting. First of all i had to get into the lady's white mini van to have privacy, because another man was already having his palm read by another lady. Some of the things she said was genreally interesting. Aparently my parents/ family had/have some sort of curse, and that I need to becareful because it could come to me. Other then that I am suposed to have a long happy life, with a sucessful career, marriage and children. Sounds pretty good, but still wonder what that curse could be about.

2002-05-21T06:17:00.000-07:00

Just a short note to satisfy Carrie that im not going to junk this thing entirely.......but it probably going to take me a while before my posts get regular, as im going to be VERY busy coming up here soon. Graduation round the corner........and lets just say my marks could be better.....*sighs*.......then..have to get registered for college.....fun fun fun....my freind Elizabeth wants me to move with her .....which means my income needs to increase........*sighs again* i dont want to think about it right now......lol .........well more later, i promise (just dont know how much later). Ciao.

2002-03-30T08:42:00.000-08:00

Okay...soo its been an awful long time since i updated..well this should make up for it i suppose. Right now im really trying to catch up with my homework.....ha what a joke, and ofcourse when im trying to get caught up, i get big assingments on top of it ergggggg.......any ways, other then school, my life has been really hectic right now. Generally my family is pretty close... Well, my grans brother inlaw was diagnosed w/ cancer last June...and unfortunatly, well monday will be two wks..we lost him to it...it had spread every where, and chemo wasnt doing anything... All they could do was put him on a morphine drip and wait.. That was the worst part of it...i felt so hopeless...just waiting... So since then, i have been watching my lil cousins Grant (age 3), Hulk Hogan Logan(6mos), Hurricane Hallie (almost 2) and Cassidy ( a few mos old) ..and then of course bdays and easter going on as well ..its just been really hectic..and im not out of the woods yet........*sighsssssssss* hope this can excuse my abscence .....sooo theres my new Carrie...

2002-03-07T10:44:00.000-08:00

Dais if you don't update this blog more regularly ur gonna get a rendition of my week with the flu on here... so hurry up hun... tell us all ya news xxxxxx

2002-02-26T16:04:00.000-08:00

My week so far has been kind of blah.......my appetiete is lacking..and i have been tired all the time....which means..im stressing about stuff...lol..welcome to my life.... I was thinking about the past today. Ive been doing that alot lately . oh well...i was thinking about playing tether ball, lmao..i got the wind knocked out of me doing that....i remember chasing the boys ..and kicking them...lmao.....i used to play soccer all the time....andd Foursquare........i was soo good at that game..well at the time i thought i was ....i remember how i used to belive in fairies, santa clause, the easter bunny....lol...hell i always wonder....there always a possiblitliy of wierd things like that.......*drags self back to reality* ....anyways...
ive not done to much...school....homework ...*sneezes* (scuse me)....im sore from areobics ..damned eight min buns ..and eight min abs...and Tae Bo (but i like Tae Bo) ........soooooooo ive not much to say right now...so will do again soon i suppose...

2002-02-20T15:18:00.000-08:00

Well..yeah so i had a bad week last week. This week im off school. Been cleaning like mad. Been mostly talking to liz and playing OT ...(Oregon Trail) gets addictive...Always be on look out for moose..they bite!!..As always been talking to Carrie..lol.thats always a riot....i know carrie said something about wanting to know all my Valentines day secrets or something..lol..well there wasnt any...although..i did get a valentine from one of my tutor kids, which was soo sweet. Because w/ the kids i tutor (they are in the developmentally challanged class..aka they have Mental Retardation, Cerebral Palsy or other such disorders) some of them, im not really sure if they like me or not.. So that was sweet. There are seven kids in that class . Christopher, Peter, Abel, Parmpal, Sweety,Stacia and Whitney. They are pretty sweet and alot of fun to work with. i thought i might as well introduce them..lol as i will probably be talking a bit about them.
So, like i said..i been cleaning alot lately. I dusted, vacumed polished , organized and scrubbed the other day..lol..got alot of stress relived in that. And a lovely chemical burn to go with. Bleach or something. i must have wiped it across my cheek and my lips some how..cause they are irritated and look kind of like a sun burn . Will have to be more careful next time. Yesterday i cleared out my room. Well most of it. My freind Brittany came over and ..we got to playing oregon trail..so i didnt get it all done. Liz is coming over today and we gonna go through stuff we might have a yard sale or something. Yay!! anyways got five people in one window so id better keep up ..cya xxxxxx

2002-02-15T19:49:00.000-08:00

So im guessin i should probably update this as i havent done it in a while....Not much really to say..school, school and more school...fuck sake i get tired of it..*sighs*..oh well..thats life...i been going through alot of stuff this week...and been in an awful mood..im sorry if ive offended or hurt any one...or just been plain rude ..nasty ...ect...ill finish this in a bit...lol..im off for a tantrum

2002-02-09T18:13:00.001-08:00

well..isnt that special

2002-02-09T18:13:00.000-08:00

You are...

Click the sprite to take the Which Caffeine-Induced Freak Are You Most Like? test thingie.

2002-02-09T18:12:00.000-08:00

Thank you very much Ms. Caroline :D ...wouldnt be the same with out you....

2002-02-09T17:57:00.000-08:00

well I've done it and it looks so much better, don't u think, least ya would do if u ever came here regularly enuff to notice the hard work i've put in on your behalf...lol

Now Miss Farnsworth, get in here and update this blog...pronto!..lol xxxxx

2002-02-08T16:29:00.000-08:00

So do it urself carrie..lmao

2002-02-08T16:05:00.000-08:00

Sammie ya gotta get this sorted, its foul...lol

2002-02-04T19:47:00.000-08:00

well thats the link to my forum....untill i figure out how to put it under links......hmmn

2002-02-04T19:19:00.000-08:00

Carrie..u gettin senile???? man...even i dont repeat myself that bad...............Carrie.. u gettin senile???? lmaooooooooooo sorry

2002-02-04T13:44:00.000-08:00

Eeeek, just realised the amount of places I posted the same text the other nite... oops, soz folks.. hehe

2002-02-03T13:29:00.000-08:00

Since i can't post at my own blog at the mo, poor Sammie is getting the full force of my cinema enthusiasm..lol

I finally did it, last night I made the decision to go to the cinema and see Lord of the Rings, I managed to secure the last three seats (sadly these were in the front row so I did spend most of the film almost horizontal, twisting my head from left to right in order to see it), but no matter, I was determined, come what may I would sit it out and WOW, what a film, it was SUPERB!!!, I recommend anyone to go and see it, i've read the book a few hundred times and was a little apprehensive how the film would compare, but I wasn't disappointed, although it wasn't totally true to the book the whole feel was, its definately an epic!!!! (royalties from the film makers gladly accepted..:-)

2002-02-02T07:25:00.000-08:00

So yah, ive not done much in the past few days...bar homework...not that i have all that much this semester.....well....a fair amount, but not yet as the sememster has barely even started....One thing i would like to say...is if anyone has a cure for nightmares....PLZ let me know!!....god...ive had one everynight this week...about the same person..and quite frankly...she haunted my life for 9 years....and now that im away.....i STILL have to feckin deal w/ her at nite...i dont think thats fair...well im real tired of wakin my self up cryin in the middle of the night..and takin hours to get back to sleep.....
other then that..ive got a boring wkend ahead of me....w/nothin to do ,but edit my hmwk ...and clean.......lol....every one else has plans......wow..what an exciting life i lead....

2002-01-30T17:52:00.000-08:00

well...hmmnnn.....ty for that site mousie?? ..lol

2002-01-30T17:44:00.000-08:00

Take the What
animal best portrays your sexual appetite?? Quiz

2002-01-30T16:22:00.000-08:00

Well couldnt hardly have Carrie lookin better then me could i? ..........Well a new semester has come..its hard to beileive half the year is over..its kind of scary too...becaaaaaause..lot of big changes in the next few months..but i am exciteded....only part im not excited about ..is enlightinging my gran to some of them...or most of them........hell almost all of them .....oh well....Will be very much worth it in the long run...*smiles*

2002-01-26T17:55:00.000-08:00

Mouse..guess we have somethin in common.....

Which drink are you?

2002-01-26T13:17:00.000-08:00

Well i am hoping to update this before i get nagged at again, then im thinking i might skip over to Carries blog and update that for her too..just becasue i can.....lol....sooooo this wk has been..hell. I hate school and finals and yeah!...i finnaly got a decent night of sleep last nite. though i went to bed @ 11pm and got up at 9am..how does that work? ..so ..when i have time, been workin on my new forum..which sucks right now..but with help, will be better!! http://pub42.ezboard.com/btheclubhouseohheckbetterthennothinwink theres the addy ..check it out plz... and ty to u who already have....soooooooo im really glad my finals are over with..and am not excited to see bout my grades...lol..but who ever is..anyways..ill update more later ...tc all xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

2002-01-20T09:29:00.000-08:00

Well..this explains some things....

What Psych-Ward do you belong to?

2002-01-19T16:22:00.000-08:00

Okay..so im being nagged by Carrie again to update my blog....oh well..lol...seems as one of us is always nagging the other..but thats what freinds are for eh?? ....Soooooooo i really dont know what to write about....Maybe our new Canary chingching...yep..thats his name Ching-Ching . NO i didnt name him..it is my grans. I came home one day..and my gran is like..look what i got myself for Valentines day (oh ..that is coming up..isnt it? ..hmmmmmmmmmmnnn.....). And there sat the little Canary. I also have a black cat..so it looks like a sylvester/tweety thing...lol But this bird has to be the coolest..as i am playing the soundtrack to the movie grease...(actually its the broadway version) and not a peep out of him...BUT ..bout five mins ago....had offspring on LOUD (Americana CD ) and this Canary could not stop singin...was sooo funny...had to stop washing dishes for a min..i was laughin so hard... (yes i was cleaning) NOt much else going on...cept school........Semester ends on Friday...so will be gettin my grades (yikes!). Pray for me plz....lollll........Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeellllllllll..guess that it for now..im sure ill update in another wk or so *wink* ....nah..Carrie will harp at me sooner then that!!...lol anyways tc all xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

2002-01-12T21:55:00.000-08:00

WELL once again , Some one ..no names mentioned *cough CARRIE cough cough* *clears throat*.is naggin me to update my blog..its not like anything interesting has happend since last time...well that im willing to share with the group...heeheeh ...*nudges Carrie* 'heh heh heh.. I know sumthin u dont know!' ...................Any ways..moving right along.....today kinda sucked..had some issues with a certain person...who i had considered to be a good freind....and she just really made me mad...but got to end the day ...neat as always ...laffin my self silly w/Carrie...we always find something to laugh about...God help us if we ever actually got together....oh and btw...apologies to Kate for any unneccesary cheekiness on my behalf the other nite...heehee..i was a bit cynical...*grinz*...oh well i had a good time.....though ya made fun of my music..... :-p ...have a ton of homework to do tomarrow... *ewwwwwwwe*....as i didnt do it today...sooooooo i better head to bed....so tc all xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

2002-01-10T15:19:00.000-08:00

Soooooooooo for the record Carrie..im not racing you (less of course i win ..heehee)...u just gave me inititave to update my blog too...nothing new here..just school and such...except for..when was it ..ummm Mon? ...a little excursion at the movies..yeah ..im not going into that..its...just..not a pleasent experience....i can hear Carrie and Kate laughing....lol....semester is coming up soon...and im glad to switch some of my classes....they bore the hell out of me..will be glad when im all done...omg..i got my passport photos done yesterday..i look like a fugitive..they will probably take one look @ the pics and be like, sorry ma'am..we cant let u have ur passport..these pics are tooo ugly...anyways..........have nothing else really to say at the moment...soooooooooooooooo tc all xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

2002-01-06T20:18:00.000-08:00

Soooooooooooo tomarrow (well for some of you today) it will be Monday…which means ..back to school…* ewwwwwwwwwe *..i spent most of today doing homework…esp math * double ewwwwwwwe*..oh and btw ty again Carrie for helping me out…im sure it was really simple..but like I said..math and I ..do NOT mix….but I used ur little formula more then once * grins * …..Yesterday …I had a pretty good time..i went bowling with a group of friends…..lol..we are sooo good…that no one busted 100 ..grins….hehehee..well we are bad..but we have a lot of fun… one guy..who will remain nameless for his virtue..slipped and almost did the splits…lmaooo…pooor guy..he was in pain for a lonnng time….got a pic of him afterward … it was a pretty fun day…when ever my group of friends get together..we always have a great time..and cant stop laughing….weeeeeeeeellllll..i better head to bed….cause of school..cya later tc xxxx J

2002-01-04T11:34:00.000-08:00

Friday, Dec. 4.....11.31am

Okay, so Carrie updated her blog *cough finnally cough cough*...soo i suppose i oughtta do mine...WEll..what have i dont that is interesting since new years...ummm...............nada.... I been sitting in front of my computer..Acutally ..ive been on a mission. As my freinds know..our old VP closed down..and the new one ...bites...So i have been put on a mission to find a new chat program..that is mac compatible..and not voodoo chat....sooooo im lookin...The other nite.i went and saw the movie Kate and Leopold......omggggggggggggggggg it was ur ultimate chick flick......if and when it comes out in ur area..all the girls gotta see it ....lol......anyyyyyyyyyywaysss..i cant think of anything to say....soooooooooo tc all xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

2001-12-31T23:17:00.000-08:00

Monday, Dec. 31…11.00pm

I have noticed that I have problems keeping my dates straight on here…lol..even have gotten the year wrong once….sooo I have an hr till the new year breaks….that’s kewl I guess….Today my aunt came to visit my gran and I with her two little boys Logan and Grant, Logan is three mos old tomarrow..and Grant is two yrs old….Well Grant and I spent the day tearing up the house I had just gotten clean…lol….we played motorcycles, dalmations, sesame st…..we played my keyboard…esp with sticky candy cane fingers *oh joy * …We played darts…ummm the playing of darts..is putting a chair directly under the dart board..and placing the darts..CAREFULLY on to the board, and announcing what color..or number you are putting it on..oh yes..also by taking turns *smile * ….We took a walk..and saw squirrels and airplanes and trees and rocks..and everything else that two year olds find interesting..and we had to run up the hill…’lets run Sammie, lets run’ ..lol….hes funny….sooo Grant kept me busy..oh yes..and we played..pop out of the kitchen and scare the hell outta Sammie…well was my own fault…I did it to him first…they’re so short..u just don’t see them……sooo they went home….and we Re-cleaned the house ( no Carrie, I swear to god ..its NOT a fettish!! Kate, ill explain it to u later…lol)…..and now im sittin here..all alone…well my gran is dozing in her chair…I been thinking about my past…and my family..after a convo with Carrie…got me to thinking about it..and how much I have changed…I miss things..but would not change any thing for the world…and I think ahead to how much change my life is going to come into here in the next few mos……..well its just things I have to think about…………..anyways Happy New Years to my friends…and anyone else who maybe reading this …tc all xxxx

2001-12-29T21:31:00.000-08:00

Saturday Dec. 30 9.15pm

Today (notice to all my avid * yeah right * readers, that I didn’t start the entry in ‘Well…’ ) I went out to lunch with my grandparents, who I miss dearly a lot of the time, and my aunt marilyn and uncle dave, who feel the need to drag me all over washington with most of the time….lol…After arriving fashionably late as usual, my aunt marilyn drug me off to her maroon minivan, in which I have spent many hrs watching the trees pass by….lol….anywayas we got to talking..i have to answer the mandatory, no im not sure what im doing after school, yes my grades are fine, Yes im still talking to that guy from the uk….blah blah blah…but I have to love her cause she’s getting me my tattoo…it’s a good thing my gran doesn’t go online…lol…WEELL…then we go to the Church and pick up my uncle dave, who then takes over at the wheel…we drive to puyallaup…( ßtry to pronounce that..i dare you ..hee hee..most washintonians cant prounounce it ) to the old country buffet….the best type of places for Farnsworth Family Gettoghether….on the way I get to hear all the details of people at the church that I don’t know …..and what things they did that they shouldn’t have, and didn’t do things they should have, and what comments they made..the whole time im trying to block it out…and just keep an ear out if a comment is directed back at me (as I am in the back seat again..lol)

Sooooo we get to the resturant…and I get hugs from my grandparents..i love them dearly…u know people are usually a mamas child or a daddys child…well my mom died when I was four, and I haven’t seen my dad in five yrs….. Im a grandpas girl…lol …..they are my fave people in my family almost….soo we spend most of the meal, well eating (duh) and cracking jokes, like my grandpa asking me if my food tastes better eatin with my left hand…as I am left handed ..and is pretty light and fun convo….WELL then after we all eat…desert included * scowls at the dreaded scale * ..lol…My auntie M . decides to drag out the past and complain about how she is the ‘middle child’ and the misunderstood one…well im not sayin she isint..but ..do u know how many TIMES I have heard this..My grandma is giving me this look that says omg ..here we go AGAIN…but they are family and u listen…well then she brings up the lovely fackt, that my father is also the middle child…and the misunderstood one….okie dokie..if my father is misunderstood..then what the hell does that make me?? …well u cant actually answer that..as u all (cept Andrew ….and maybe Sammie) don’t know my situation or my relationship with my father…anyways that gave me bad indigestion…and was happy when we left….well till had to hug my grandpa and grandma goodbye… L …oh well ..lol..told u im a grandpa’s girl….

Soo then I went home and read for a little bit, then my gran got home (no not same one as above..lol)..and we went to see my new baby cousin, Cassidy Sue. ..she is the cutest little thing….only cries when shes cold really…I held her for a long time…lol….makes me think bout havin my own..and I know..its hard work..but I think it pays off ….bbbbuuutttt…..not ready yet…lol…anyways..now that I have vented and complained….(too bad u cant tell me to shut up huh?? ..hee hee)..im gonna go…soooooooooo tc..and speak to u all..well some of u…laters xxx

2001-12-27T12:15:00.000-08:00

Thursday, Dec. 27 12.10pm

Well I certainly was in a ‘tude the last time I wrote that blog….lol..ohh well it happens I guess…I had a great Christmas..got to see family and do some catching up…and hold a realllly adorable baby who loved me…lol..fact every one would just come up and hand him to me…I didn’t even ask…lol…last nite I got to hang out with my cousin ..who is also one of my best friends…we were laughing sooo hard in the resturaunt at a couple who was sitting aross the was from u….rest of the family kept looking at us like we were crazy….oh well …fits right? …well im gonna up date this a bit more later…as u can tell..im having typing issus today………tc all :)

2001-12-23T20:33:00.000-08:00

Sunday, Dec. 23, 8.26pm

Well…what can I say about today….not my best of days..but that happens…I hate it when people make accusations and assumptions…grrrrrrrr..specially people close to you. Like u have no other problems to deal with……*snarl * ….* takes deeeeeppp breath * …ill be alright..soon as this smooths over….Well today….after bawling my head off..i forced my self into a semi Christmas Sprited mood..and wrapped fifty million presents…including a Barbie foldable dream house…and those are HARD to wrap….well that was basically my day, causually side stepping the emotional mumbo jumbo that has lately come my life…welllll Merry Christmas to all…well Christmas EVE anyways…tc all……

2001-12-22T22:17:00.000-08:00

Saturday, December 22, 9.55pm

Well..i am FINALLY done with all my Christmas shopping. I managed to get my gran every thing on her list….which is always boring stuff…soo I splurge and get her lil’ extras…hee hee….Today was pretty fun. I had my little ten yr old cousin Dee with me. She loves to come and do anything she can with me. So she drug me all over the South Center mall. She helped me decide on things for my gran…what matched..what was hideous…lol…sooo..then we went to eat lunch..and so…we stood in line forever for a couple of tacos…then had to sit with two scary looking people who were from the Salvation Army…and they kept giving us funny looks…then we went shopping some more…..had some…errr..not nice person..shove past us ..yelling at us for being to slow..when Dee was trying to tell me something…lovely Christmas spirit eh?..oh well. Soooooo a little bit later….hee hee…Dee and I went to the Dairy Queen..and got a large M&M Blizzard to share….soo this time we found a table to ourselves* yay * . We got to eating it…and found the M&M’s didn’t taste so good…lol….the guy had given us an extra cup…soo we put that to use..as an M&M Spitoon….heehee…was humourus…..well guess u’d have too been there…..Then we stood outside in the freezing cold for bout a half hr. …my gran picked us up…and we went home…..Later we ventured into K-Mart….which..i finished getting all of my christmas shopping YAY ….and ..so did Dee…well..she was tired..and on a lagging sugar buzz…soo looked very drunk…was kind of funny watching her staggering around… My gran ..it seemed every two seconds..she almost ran into us..and we were shopping for HER…soo was very inconvenient…but hey..doesn’t that always happen? …..soooooooooo we finally got every thing..and got into a line..(one of three)….and Dee staggered in to me..and I dropped this hair brush..it broke….lol Cheap piece of .. * ehem * …sooo just as we went to go switch it…they closed our line….. soo there were only TWO lines..and tons of people waiting…sooo we sat in line for ever….but all is well…cept for my routine post-mall excursion headache….oh well..cant win them all eh? …well tc xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx J

2001-12-20T18:30:00.000-08:00

December 20, 6.24pm

Well today…I …am sitting here going through pictures…while doing so..i happened to come across pictures from when I was very young…to my pre-teens…Waves of emotion went over me as I looked at pics of me, my dad, step mother, bro and sis…..hatred, happiness, sorrow, and curiosity…things I want to remember, things I want to forget. ..and plain old..things I just want to know…I wonder..and have wondered..for five or so years, how are my bro and sis….what do they look like now, how tall are they…do they even remember who the heck I am..do they even know if I have a sister…..its especially bad during the holidays…a time you are supposed to be with your loved ones….well the one I love most is round 5 thou. Some odd miles away….my great uncle has cancer, and not much chance of pulling out of it….my gran is another year closer to that….or something like it…don’t believe me..listen to her cough or something…this is another year with out my bro, sis, dad…..and ofcourse…my mom…..well….who knows ..maybe things will be better next year…..anyways…sorry to make this a saddish note…but. That’s how im feeling..give me an hr or so…maybe will be better….lol….tc

2001-12-18T17:56:00.000-08:00

Tuesday, Dec 18 5.50pm

Well...spose i should try to member to post in this now that ive 'gone public' ;) ...what to say? ...think im coming down with a cold..been coughing and have quite a headache....lagging behind with my homework, but what else is new...gonna get it sorted out in the next 2 and a half wks..as get out for christmas break on friday *woo hoo*..but..probably going to be busy then too...babysitting my two cousins..Dee and Hallie....they are cuties...and doing it as a favor to my aunt..who is bout to have another baby....lol...they got a factory or something going... Tomarrow should be interesting...taking the Kidnergartners on a feild trip to the children's muesuem....bringing a camera....lol....i love taken pics..but dont like to be in them (btw ..ty mousie for changin that ugly thing on ur site *wink*..who knows..maybe after march...have one of me AND andie together....lol...hey when is the meet exactly???) ...sittin here in my very messy room...lol..listening to martina mc. bride.....and tryin to think what to write in this blog...guess..its kind of easy to just let my thoughts go....My life has changed so much in the past year...some for the worse...lot more for the better...im on the verge of doing things..that i have never done....and my life is going to change so much...kind of scary ..but very exciting....i only hope that everything will turn out to be okay.....i should know what i want to do for a career by now..but i still dont...too many things i like to do...oh well..spose ill find out someday....lol......weeeeeeeeeelllll..guess this is good for now....gonna try to write..every day..or most everyday anyways ....tc all :)

2001-12-15T08:56:00.000-08:00

Saturday, December 15, 8.45am

Well....its early Sat. morning....well early for me anyways....still in my p.js....Had a hard week last week, so i didnt write much, but it was my own stupid fault....I am in thbe process of getting my life in to some form of control, because i dont like, not having control of my life...it makes you vulnerable....and i mean dont get me wrong, vulnerability can be a good thing....but.....not all the time....anyways.....nuff of that prattle....lol.....Well today...ill be (go figure) cleaning....and wrapping Christmas gifts, making out Christmas cards ect....sometime here soon i have to get my shopping done....i love getting people things,,,just wish i had the resources to do so....speaking of gifts.....im gonna have to get a wedding gift soon.... cause my freinds Pammy and Steve got engaged !!!..im soooooo happy for them ...they are sooo good for eachother.... yayyyy for you two one more time!!!!!...anyways..i may write more again later........but for now...here it is *wink* ...tc all .

2001-12-03T15:46:00.000-08:00

Monday, December 3, 2002 ....2.57pm

Okay ....sooo here i am..have my own blog....now what??....well ive read a few of mousies ..so...suppose..i ll just ramble on and not put any body to sleep *winks*....So....hmmnnn....Well...been a regular monday for me....got up at 5.30am ..as usual....fumbled around with my stupid annoying alarm clock..finnally drag myself out of bed ...and freeze to death...as i cant turn on my heater..too many cords in the way.....Anyways...i managed to get out the door on time..and walk in the fweezing cold to school...Good ol MRHS :p ..i will be glad to be out of there....and moving on.....was ready to do that BEFORE i started ..lol...Well went through the normal drill.....forgettin my homework...trying to get through the hallways....ect....well...my freinds make it worth it though..esp. Lizzie and Zay..i love them.they have been with me through alot going on lately...But So has Sam :) ..and i thank them all....I...wouldnt be much with out them...anyways...so..i get home at 2.30 ..with a small head ache..and a frozen nose....as usual..and now here i am...sitting with a peice of pumpkin pie ( and im supposed to be on a diet..lol) ...typin my blog...well tomarrow will be better ...anyways... tc all